
I’ve been contemplating the idea of retreat as a form of vigil-keeping: a set-aside time characterized by withdrawal from routine and assuming a posture of watchfulness. It’s the calm before a new weather front moves in; the intake of a breath; the return at the end of a typed line; an opening up of a space for something new to enter.
The word vigil comes from Latin vigilia and means “awake.” It is attention. Attention paves the way for new ideas to take root.
As I was reading Robert Elsmere, in preparation for a talk, I came across this passage of a rather unusual vigil:
Rose’s gowns were legion. They were manufactured by a farmer’s daughter across the valley, under her strict and precise supervision. She was accustomed, as she boldly avowed, to shut herself up at the beginning of each season of the year for two days’ meditation on the subject. And now, thanks to the spring warmth, she was entering at last with infinite zest on the results of her April vigils.
At CMER 2026, we invite you to set aside the retreat time as a time of watchful attention and readiness to receive a word the Lord may have in store for you. Or, a new direction to take or a new idea to take form. We pack our time together with many options for you to choose from, but you don’t have to attend them all. Allow space for attentive wakefulness.



